* DiAn'S LiFe *

when words comes from the soul

2007-03-01T04:48:00.000-08:00

this song... by Brandy & Boyz II Men

I'm young but I'm wise enough to know,
that you don't fall in love overnight.
That's why I thought if I took my time,
that everything in lovewould be right.
But as soon as I closed my eyes,
I was saying to love - goodbye.

But I guess I'm
Only, broken hearted,
life's not over, I can start again,
but I'm lonely, broken hearted,
it's a hurting thing to getover.

No more empty conversation,
next time I will be totally sure,
Don't want the pain of falling in and out of love,
it's more than my poor heart should endure.
So I listen to all advice, and remember each time I cry.

Never gonna be alone again,
that's why I asked you to be my best friend,
boy you know you're always on my mind,
I think about you all the time.

But I guess I'm

Only, broken hearted, thats all, life's not over, always happen with a reason, I can start again, I hope, but I'm lonely, when things go apart, it's a hurting thing to get over, but I gotta move on anyway.

WoW

2007-02-25T06:30:00.000-08:00

yeah, wow.. its obvious that i dont really remember that im blogging.. huh! guess how I managed to remember my blog last few days.. yessss, somebody were talking about Blog and all, and tadaaaaa, here I go again hehe ;p

It's 2007! I hope the new year is treating you good, as mine is like a roller coaster.. full of suprises, both good and bad, i can tell ya! it's almost 6 months im working now, probably im forced to grow in the new environment, new life, new phase, new challanges, new whatever lah..i'll just go with the flow as usual :)

ok,March is coming..wish u all a belated happy new year..and smooth sailing in 2007!

Sept 11

2006-09-11T17:07:00.000-07:00

Some would remember this date as a sad day as 5 years ago there were a huge lost especially WTC. I feel sorry for them too..

Was that an end..or just a new beginning of everything we see today? we never know..

But that date I would never forget because it is a New beginning for me. Alhamdulilah I got a job, finally! after a long wait, i've waited patiently, and it's happening now.. So Im happy and "nervous" at the same time, coz this is like the another step in my life.. i believe these little steps would bring me up there someday..amin..I signed the contract today and commencing on Weds, 13/9.. wow.. its my first interview, i have to say that..thank God I got it..

its unbelievable my mom said, she never knew its going to be this soon..coz nobody accompany or assist her in duin her daily schedule..biasalah we are partner in crime! hahaha yeah, it was a bit emotional for her, this is a change..coz we are extremely close..but i said i'll always stay the same la insyaAllah except maybe less time spent together during weekdays lah, but weekend apa gikk partey la..heheh

and what touched me, when she said nobody would accompany her to go shopping for raya, preparing for raya(the whole month i tell u haha), pay the bills, go to the bank, and even lepak minum2 or chill out at our fav spot in town, Desserts...well im gonna miss all that now, but im also looking foward to a new experience in my life.. so wish me all the best! remember, karma? haha ;p haf a nice day ahead!

~~had a bad day

2006-09-06T22:30:00.000-07:00

ok this morning was not a good start...i went to this interview and ive forgotten my CV! my mom hafta drive all the way home again to fetch that freaking file that i didnt use in the interview! huhhh...i dunno why ,maybe im not too fond to be interviewed today..especially by the GM of that company.. that office is very far from my home.. like what my cousin said "u better go brunei and work, its the same distance"..perhaps she's right bout it.. but anyways, i didnt really enjoyed the interview compared to the first interview with the Hr Manager who is definitely nice and soft spoken and CUTE! hahaha this GM is very serious in terms of hiring employees..i mean like, cmon lah, we r not that desperate but of coz we do want that job...its like hammering me...haha whatever~ i caught flu last nite, and my nose kept on "sniffing" during interview which i reallyy hate that! my head gettin dizz-ier everytime i had to answer questions that im not familiar with,...

so now i keep my finger crossed..i hafta go for another 2nd interview with another company within this week or next.. i HOPE it is not as bad as this one..well i hafta prepare for the worst right? ah.. i feel weird everytime i think like this..haha! Do wish me loads of luck, as i'll pray for your well being ;)

selamat berbahgia seasons

2006-08-27T04:45:00.000-07:00

This morning i got up earlier than usual, and its SUNDAY! hehe since last week i have been attending wedding ceremony.. last week was my cousin's, last few days was my dad's relatives, today is my grandma's relatives and next week its gonna be my friend's brother.. ok, that sounds a lot.. hehe my mom said people like to get married right before fasting month Ramadhan or after Raya Aidilfitri.. well im not so sure about that but she's gettin her point here ;p

Talking about Raya Aidilfitri.. Ramadhan is obviously very near now.. less than a month more to go? hehe This year im not really looking foward to raya, i just dont know why, cause everytime when it comes to Raya, it's really an excitement! seriously hehehe maybe its because im not pretty sure whats it like gonna be this year, only God knows.. it's weird sometimes i could predict the previous raya how it would look like, but this year i might have lose that strong instict.. ha~ ha~ ;p ok cut it out.. taaaaaa!

Thank God It's Friday ?

2006-08-24T20:33:00.000-07:00

Usually I'll feel very happy and blessed coz it's Fridayyyyy, meaning WEEKEND is just around the corner.. but since that lil innocent-sensitive-7-little-letter word has been playing in my mind, FRIDAYS have never been the same anymore.. it's the "jobless" word, if u know what i mean.. ahhh..

Ive been hunting for jobs about a month now.. this eagerness in me to get a job is killing me softly! haha i hate waiting n wondering about the application.. my parents, especially my mom, always say "be patient" and my dad seems ok with that but always give me encouragement.. luckily i haf parents like them, otherwise, memang kena dera everyday hihi *touchwood* but somehow, I can feel the pressssurrrre sometimes ;p

anyways, i hope i can get a job real soon.. well, HSBC in Selangor called me up for an interview last week..the position is real good! too bad rite, im in MIRI, that place is jst far..how i wish HSBC miri called me! hehehe wish me luck aite!! if u dont, u'll get bad karma.. hahaha laterz!

HISTORY DAY

2006-07-30T07:38:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHATTT.. I've made a CHEESE CAKE on my own today! hehehe this is the first time EVER i bake (bake?) a cake.. it's pretty simple tho.. but i like the cheese cake.. OK im Not a cheese cake fan, seriously, but i dont know why it has to be the first one i make! haahaa.. this is not making any sense.. Im a CHOCOHOLIC! but anyways, u gotta try my cheese cake.. it's YUmmmYYYyyy! ask my sister! hahaha ;p and credit to Syarizal-Amin who gave me the recipe..kekeke

the rest of me is just thinking of what cud happen in the future..Everyday I pray, hoping to get some kinda miracle to happen..it's part of my fairytale..but anyways, im grateful for whatever it is..coz God's plans are always the BEST for us! amin..

wicked weds

2006-07-12T06:25:00.000-07:00

get wicked yo! the clock was showing 12:05am.. so im jst trying to check out my results without any hope at the particular moment.. and BANG.. it's there.. that moment is blank.. totally blank, man! wicked wicked i've passed! Im graduating! yayyyy finally, after a long long wait.. hehehe but then i hafta wait till May to get the cert and ceremony goin on..sigh.. but neways, its worth the wait! hehehe

now im hoping i can get a Job soon enuff.. hehehe ;p wish me all the best! thnx people! x0x0

Phew!

2006-07-04T02:29:00.000-07:00

haiyaa

luckily my fren Liza remind me that i have this blog.. it've been a while since the last time i signed in.. actually i jst got up from nap and tried to remember my password! i cudnt remember at all.. hehehe but now i guess it stuck in my head.. (i hope so ;p)

so.. how's everything.. Now im having my holiday.. waiting for my results.. well it feels like i have much time.. staying at home, doing nothing(actually im jst lazy to do something) and jst hanging out with friends whenever i feel like doing it..

last week activities were better.. facial at Cellnique, watched Superman movie, hang out at Coffee Bean, chit-chatting at Idaman cafe, makan-makan at Pujut 7 stall which is marvellous, and watch sunset at esplanade.. mom's birthday on saturday was great.. the ice-cream cake is hella good.. 3 flavours in 1 cake.. heheh yummy!

the rest, mostly staying at home, watch TV 24/7 or accompany my mom to town and become driver lah.. hehehe its getting pretty bored tho...

Happy MoMMy's DaY !

2006-05-13T21:04:00.000-07:00

today is my mom's special day, and she got herself an Elizabeth Arden parfum! the one that she has been looking for quite some time.. weirdly, she cudn't find ! err okay, actually my dad got it in Holland.. whoaa, she loved it and of coz she's suprised!
when i got up, i straight away wish her "happy mothers dayy mom!" and gave her a big hug and a kiss! she is already ready-to-roll-to-go-out but im still in PJs... memang nya nahan rasa jak coz nya dah wangi2 peluk anak nya nok baruk bgn tdo.. hahaha ;p well she said everyday is a mother's day and i agreed! and my dad kept on asking "bila gik fathers day?".. ok dad, u got ur turn i said..but deep in my heart, im thinking when is actually father's day hehehe
anyways, love them loads ! everyday is their day since forever.. ok now, gotta chop chop chop! mother's day special lunch! haf a nice sunday!

Suprising Saturday

2006-05-12T23:41:00.000-07:00

this morning i woke up kinda early to fetch my dad at de airport... and i got my First Chanel parfum laa..ALLURE sensuelle..smells good too hehe im a parfum-lover, various collections ive got, but i guess Chanel(and other very mahal brands) has this "matured" smell that makes me think i-will-probably-use-those-parfums-in-10-years-time.. dun get me wrong but im not gettin any younger ok hehe so today i think my dad has started encourage-ing me to cintaaa that kinda stuff ;p
Ive been a Dior lover.. but LV got my attention now.. sigh.. wait till i get a job first ho.. then can go shopping.. lolz ;p
ya ya..u reminded me.. im just a simple girl..veryy grateful to have whatever i have now, alhamdulilah.. love u guys, especially loved 1s !

Oh yaaa.. today is Miri's 1st anniversary to be a city ! and i went to this fest at city fan.. ada modelling apa semua, arum bulak Amber Chia jak sikda hehe ;p well I saw her duin this modelling thingy at mid-valley, really la she's good.. no wonder she's the 1st Malaysian to go international as a model ? hmm thats what i heard.. neways, she deserve it..*respect*

ZeSttttt

2006-04-26T10:45:00.000-07:00

I cant believe Im actually blogging today, right here, right now.. Hey, its actually my friend influenced me to do this.. but neways, I think it's kinda cool ;p Im not a fan of blogging but people around me is blogging! huhh! ok cut de crap! Soo~ here I am.. ready or not, y'all gonna hear (or as in read?!) about the things happenin ard me.. blehz! ok, c you then!

P/S: i love you..?! lolz! well, excuse me cuz im still new here.. so do comment on de blogsss! or jst express urself openly here, so u know...u cud add some spice in my life..err, yeah... that sound a bit familiar, dont it? Wewwwwwwww!